Controversy: "I'm not hurt" - Gambhir responds to the "negative remark" by coach Paddy Upton

In his just-released book "The Barefoot Coach," Rajasthan Royals coach Paddy Upton has written at length about mental conditioning of sportsmen and also pointed at how Gautam Gambhir was riddled with insecurities, doubts and vulnerabilities. He went on to add that he was one of the most negative people he has worked with.

In his book he has written, "Often, when I got onto the Indian team bus, Gautam would invite me to sit next to him. What followed was predictable: 'Paddy, man, I know I just scored 100, but I should have got 200. I mishit too many balls, I struggled in the beginning, I hit the fielder too many times ... It just wasn't good enough. I need to sort things out.' He would be in mental agony about losing his wicket and about needing to fix things. He was so riddled with insecurities, doubts and vulnerabilities. He was one of the most negative people I have ever worked with."

Speaking to IANS on the way he was portrayed in the book, Gambhir said, "I don't see anything sinister with what Paddy wrote. He is a top guy and I see this as his personal opinion. He just missed two important things: firstly, he didn't state all the other facts and secondly, he failed to explain the perspective. Anyone would like to have a guy who is not satisfied with his current achievements. So in short, I wasn't satisfied with a 100 and wanted to have more."

When asked about if Upton should have also highlighted the numerous achievements of Gambhir, including his match-winning knocks in the finals of the 2007 World T20 as well as the 2011 World Cup, Gambhir said: "Well, if Paddy chose to ignore my services for the country, I can't comment on that. This is a question for him and not me. But I am not hurt, the facts are there for everyone to see and judge."

"That is what a performing art like sport is all about. You want to strive for higher achievements. I think the late Sir Don Bradman would have liked to finish with an average of 100 plus, Sachin Tendulkar would have liked to win at least one more World Cup, etc. I am certain my dear friend Paddy won't have termed these desires as "negative" or "weak". To aspire to excel is the very basis of playing the sport for me and thank Heavens it never changed for me," he explained.